Better To Reign In Hell Than To Serve In Heaven

My Sweetheart, from today's Ren Faire!!

Sat, 21 May 2005 22:03:59 GMT

Isnt' he the hottest Rennaissance Guy?

*swoon*

[mood| Giddy ]

Tue, 10 May 2005 17:25:59 GMT

I have progressed and added more to the story I'm currently working on. If anyone has the time and wants to check it out, please do - I would love for critiques and ideas. Thanks.

http://www.deadjournal.com/users/dead_countess/

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 08:36:02 GMT

IN EXACTLY 3 MONTHS I WILL BE COMING TO THE US!!!!!!!!!

IN EXACTLY 3 MONTHS AND 2 WEEKS I WILL BE SEEING MY SWEETHEART!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!

[mood| Cheerful ]

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 11:23:37 GMT

"I Deserve It" - Madonna

"This guy was meant for me
And I was meant for him
This guy was dreamt for me
And I was dreamt for him

This guy has danced for me
And I have danced for him
This guy has cried for me
And I have cried for him

Many miles, many roads I have traveled
Fallen down on the way
Many hearts, many years have unraveled
Leading up to today

This guy has prayed for me
And I have prayed for him
This guy was made for me
And I was made for him

Many miles, many roads I have traveled
Fallen down on the way
Many hearts, many years have unraveled
Leading up to today

I have no regrets
There's nothing to forget
All the pain was worth it

Not running from the past
I tried to do what's best
I know that I deserve it

Many miles, many roads I have traveled
Fallen down on the way
Many hearts, many years have unraveled
Leading up to today

And I thank you"

[mood| Worried ]

TORI DOES MADONNA!!!!!

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 17:06:17 GMT

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!

http://turbidblue.com/sounds/LikeAPrayer.mp3

its FUCKING AEWSOME!!!!!

WOOT!!!

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 14:34:08 GMT

Things are ok again :D
I was misrable yesterday.. I'm glad we worked things out..

In other news,
My professor approved my Research Paper subject, which will be -

The Papacy - From Formation And Through The Early Middle Ages

More or less LOL I'm actually very excited about this paper.. Should be interesting! I love Church history! And oh my, I'm so excited for the Pope's funeral and then Conclave! Jesus I'm such a geek! But I cant help be fascinated with the Church and the Papacy! As wierd as it may sound, since I usually argue against the Church Organization and Dogma.
Now I have to pitch my OTHER Research Paper to my other professor, about the Russian Orthosox Church during the Late 19th Century and Early 20th Century.

OK so my knees are dying.. I feel like I'm 80.. MEH.. This is getting worse every day.. I'll end up crippled by the time I'm 30.. UGH.. grrrrrrrrr..

Anyways, thats as exciting as it getes out here!

[mood| Bouncy ]

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 14:45:23 GMT

HAPPINESS!
So So So HAPPY.

[mood| Happy ]

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 13:42:28 GMT

"Love Profusion" - Madonna

"There are too many questions
There is not one solution
There is no resurrection
There is so much confusion

And the love profusion
You make me feel
You make me know
And the love vibration
You make me feel
You make it shine

There are too many options
There is no consolation
I have lost my illusions
What I want is an explanation

And the love profusion
You make me feel
You make me know
And the love direction
You make me feel
You make me shine

I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin

There is no comprehension
There is real isolation
There is so much destruction
What I want is a celebration

And I know I can feel bad
When I get in a bad mood
And the world can look so sad
Only you make me feel good

I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin

And the love profusion
You make me feel
You make me know
And the love intention
You make me feel
You make me shine

I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin

And I know I can feel bad
When I get in a bad mood
And the world can look so sad
Only you make me feel good"

[mood| Loved ]

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 13:58:04 GMT

Ok, I'm getting married in THIS dress -

http://www.lip-service.com/style.php?style=46-136

Trying to get Brent to agree to THIS (except in Matte, not shiney) -
http://www.lip-service.com/style.php?season=FET%2004-1&shop_by=group&body_type=&group=126&style=38-169-G&k=1

Though he pretty much gave me a big N-O... We will see.. BWHAAHAHAHA..

Mehhhhh, I really really want the following too...

http://www.lip-service.com/style.php?season=FET%2004-1&shop_by=body&body_type=CHICKS%20INTIMATE&group=&style=38-86&k=2

http://www.lip-service.com/style_closeout.php?body_type=CHICKS+INTIMATE&style=38-86&k=3

DAMN i need MONEY!!!

[mood| Bouncy ]

Stuff...

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 11:26:25 GMT

~ I'm sick.. Sick as a DOG I say... meh..

~ Renewed my license - FINALLY.. The teller in the bank didnt believe me that I am 23 years old.. "Youre RENEWING your license? I thought you were paying for the Driving Exam... You look like a KID!".. I hope that when I'm 40 people think I'm 30.. Hmp..

~ Speaking of renewing things.. I got my renewed Passport.. So I got a passport I can use.. And I got $1000 in my savings account which I can pull out at any given moment... *looks at flight prices for Tel Aviv - Detroit*... Ohhhh man... Temptation lurks...

~ Oooowww... Speaking of which... Wolfie and I have created our very own little NATION - http://www.nationstates.net/cgi-bin/index.cgi/target=display_nation/nation=wolvenmorr
WOOT! Its freaking awesome... WORLD DOMINATION HERE WE COME! Bwahahahahahahaha!! This shit ROCKS! MW has its very own region LOL its great!

Didnt get to talk to him this morning.. meh meh meh.. I hope his computer is ok..

~ Galia wants me to move in with her.. The price for the apartment (my share) would come to about $250 per month (including bills).. Which is rather interesting since its SMACK in the middle of downtown Tel Aviv - A GREAT place.. But I'm not sure with my plans for this summer.. And possible coming again to the US in January.. Hmp.. I'm going to talk to my parents about it.. See what they think.. They offered to split the costs with me if I find something good.. Dorms cost about $200 per month.. So.. Hmmm.. I dont know.. I'll have to see about that.

Anyhoo.. Thats about as exciting as it gets out here.. I'm gonna go lay down because my throat is killing me and the Cold medicine is wearing off.. *sneeze*

That is all!

[mood| Sick ]

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:05:12 GMT

Happy Birthday Me.

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 09:44:34 GMT

i miss you SO much.

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 21:18:44 GMT

Oh, how you make me smile.

[mood| Loved ]

A Normal Update On Me - Finally!

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 10:56:10 GMT

So my last few entries have been kinda crazy and code like LOL So I decided ya'll are worthy of a normal update post, to let ya'll know whats going on with yours truely!

~ Yes. Its true. Good things are happening to me in the love department. Lets just say that I am happy and so not worthy of such a person loving me back. We are taking it slow and watching how it goes. But we both want this. A lot. YAY :)

~ Which reminds me... I CANT WAIT TILL I GO TO THE US!!!!! AHHHHH!! I'm so freaking impatiant.. grrrrrr... July 25th BAYBEE... 4.5 Months... MAKE IT BE HERE! I want to see everyone already.. And SO MUCH is riding on this summer *sigh* I want it here already..

~ School is going as usual. I need to work on my 2 research papers, and I also have an Oral Report I need to present regarding Victorian England... Got a Latin exam on Monday which I *SHOULD* study for *sigh* I hate Latin.. I got my final exams dates for the summer - ALL are going to be BEFORE I leave for the US which is GREAT because that way I can be done with those and not worry about school when I'm in the US. Well, I might have to bring my research papers to the US since they will be due in September, and Gods know I wont be done with those. Oh well.

~ Work is the same. Been working overtime last month and this month for a bit. Its all good - I need the money. Speaking of money - I had to renew my Passport (yeah thats KINDA important).. That fucking cost me $50... And I have to renew my license too, next week.. That is going to cost me fucking $80.. ASSES!! UGH..

~ I decided I need to work more on my spirituality. I have been neglecting it in the past few months, with all the stress from school and work pleaguing me. But I'm going to start working more on that. I have to. It keeps me sane.

~ 9 DAYS TILL IM 23!!! WOOT!!! I accept cash only!! ;)

~ Speaking of my Bday, on that day I am taking the day off of school and am going to chill with my friends at my old Art School! WOOT! I CANNOT WAIT! Its going to ROCK, yo. LOL Efrat had the baby, I hope she brings him to school that day.. I'm dying to see the lil man! AWwwwwwww baby.. I <3 Babies.

Hmp.. I think thats about it for the exciting life of Me. I should go do some cleaning, my room looks like a Tornado just passed in it..

That is all!

[mood| Bouncy ]

Photos As Requested By Wolfie...

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 20:10:52 GMT

Yeah I was naughty...
hehehehe...

[mood| Mischievous ]

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 19:24:59 GMT

BEST CONVERSATION EVER.
I cant stop smiling.

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 17:16:10 GMT

I'm happy.
I'm happy, so much that I have tears of joy in my eyes.

I'm such a freaking girl.

[mood| Happy, Greatful and completley In Love ]

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 20:41:40 GMT

"For What It's Worth" ~ The Cardigans

"hey, baby come ‘round
keep holding me down
and I'll be keeping you up tonight
a four-letter word got stuck in my head
the dirtiest word that I’ve ever said
it's making me feel alright

for what it's worth - I love you!
and what is worse - I really do
for what it's worth - I'm gonna run run run
‘til the sweetness gets to you
and what is worse - I love you!

hey, please baby come back
there'll be no more lovin’ attacks
and I'll be keeping it cool tonight
the four-letter word is out of my head
come on around, get back in my bed
keep making me feel alright

for what it's worth - I like you
and what is worse - I really do!
things have been worse
and we had fun fun fun
'til I said : «I love you»
and what is worse - I really do

for what it's worth - I love you!
and what is worse - I really do...

for what it's worth - I love you!
and what is worse - I really do
for what it's worth - I love you!
and what is worse - I really do"

Super Model Me!

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 16:45:27 GMT

Allrighty...
I was surprised by KERRY AND ANDREA!! They came for a surprise visit from Ireland... Came all the way to work to surprise me!! It was great...

We came back to my place, and as always, Kerry forced me to pose for her (cause apperantly she likes it when I pose for her protfolio...).

So here's what she got (out of like 10 pics she only liked and kept 4 LOL).

[mood| Amused ]

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 13:55:24 GMT

Lovesong" ~ The Tori Amos Cover (My Fave)

"Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you"

[mood| Loved ]

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 22:44:15 GMT

YAY ME!

[mood| Happy ]

I CANT WAIT

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 09:02:16 GMT

Ok things are slowly picking up! WOO WOOOO!!!
So far I have:

July 25th-July30th:
~ Houston: Brandon.

July 30th-August 7th:
~ Philly: Amy & Frank (Baby Celebrations), Dan, Dee, Lisa.
~ Jersey: Jessi, Andre, Ryan, MW Grand party August 6th.
~ MANHATTEN.

August 7th-14th:
~ Michigan: Brent, Misty, Justin, Heather.

August 15th-August 20th:
~ NC(?): Nikki.
~ More good times with Philly & Jersey people.
~ MORE MANHATTEN.

August 20th, 6pm:
~ Meh. Back Home.

If things go as we secretly hope they do (because were too stubborn and unsure to admit anything right now...).. I might be back in the US sooner than expected ;)

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 15:06:42 GMT

Please let things work out.
PLEASE.

this is new and overwhelming.

I never thought the possibility for true love would end up where I may have just found it.. but.. I'm willing to embrace it.

It's all a big IF now..
But deep inside I hope it will happen for us.

[mood| Hopeful ]

Updates..

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 18:04:21 GMT

~ Nufar and I cut our afternoon classes today.. We went to the Metal Shop and got each other Birthday presents LMAO she picked the CD she wanted me to get her and I picked the CD I wanted her to get me.. Then we bought them, and were like "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" and exchanged them LOL.. She got me Leaves Eyes' "Lovelorn".. I love this band. Great German Gothic Metal band.. RECOMENDED!

~ Still full of doubts and fears and uncertainty about a lot of things. I seriously need to figure out my shit. And tell whoever needs to know about it ASAP to see where we could be heading.

~ My knee hurts... A LOT..

~ It was in the god damn 80s here today... Tomorrow too.. They say that on Friday the temps will drop down to 60s and it will rain, but DAMNIT this is NOT winter.. UGHHH! I want rain... I want cold... I want winds... I want SNOW!!! meh..

~ I Love You.. You know who you are.

*sigh*
That is all for now..

[mood| Stressed ]

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 21:49:37 GMT

I love you.

[mood| Indescribable ]